My wish list

1. I want to be able to give love with no strings attached.
2. I want to receive love with no strings attached.
3. I want a kiss that sends chills and thrills up and down my spine.
4. I want to want that kiss again and again and again and again and again and again and again.
5. I want to feel safe in someone's arms.
6. I want to be smart and be dumb and be pretty and ugly and funny and dimwitted all without feeling self conscious.
7. I want to complain about things that are complicated in my life without someone trying to fix them for me or tell me what I am doing wrong.
8. I want a chance to be better than I am right now.
9. I want my mother to be proud of me.
10. I want to be challenged mentally, physically, spiritually.
11. I want people to stop holding me to a higher standard, yet never allowing me to prove myself.
12. I want to stop freaking out that I am not smart enough or pretty enough. Because dammit, I am more than pretty and I am more than smart.
13. I want a dog. (And enough money and time to be a good dog mom)
14. I want that damn Prada bag I saw at Neiman's the other day. (Oh, come on! You knew there had to be some sort of materialistic thingie... No?)
15. I want to know that this is not all there is to me.